Only White Women Demonize Me
Updated: Mar 29, 2019

By Adiéallā Éyaht Soho : To address white women that engage in interracial relations but will do anything to protect the fragile footing of their social and family relations.
Her internalized prejudices will not permit her to admit the content of his character is greater than any Male she has ever known in the tightly knit sheltered misogynistic patriarchal society she has been raised in. Greater than The Father that saw her as more of an investment to be sold for a bride price than a daughter. The Uncle that molested her. The Friend that raped her.
She who used the only person in their lives capable of understanding her trauma as a scapegoat. She who offered this sacrificial lamb to all the people she should have held accountable but did not. In this way she felt she exacted some sort of control over her trauma and her life as an object. The wrath of her vengeance felt by the wrong man as an entire community turned against him.
Let me be clear. I do not have a fetish for white people. I am equally passionate about all people I engage with. But...
Only White Women Demonize Me
Engaging in interactions
Superfluous
Engages wanderlust.
Jaded eyes are where the savage lies--
Only a fool would trust.
A fuss
As I thrust.
Confide in me
And I will perform the atrocities
That place your heart under lock and key.
All the while asking,
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!"
Are my words gaining traction?
Provide sensation to our nocturnal imaginations.
Give these sounds the action they are lacking!
The grip of finger tips
Slips over such breast and places so wet.
A caged bird with a void in her pelvis.
And a longing in her chest
Begging for someone to settle both of her debts.
Control myself!
Be a teacher.
Set boundaries.
Give her the emotional support she really needs--
society expects of me
to make unrealistic expectations reality.
But how can I be?
I swear she looks good enough to eat.
It's absurdity.
A lovely breed.
I swear I'll savor her meat between my teeth.
To let sanity takes it's leave
And be obscene in her sheets.
I tire of this
gentlemanly decree
and chivalry!
I will it deceased!
Now I will idolize sexuality and savagery!
...Becoming diseased
with long strokes until I seethe
And With every tease I
Solidify my descent
Into decadent villainy.
The Reality:
To crosses I shall be nailed
With double crosses for
These dreams I sell
By speaking in spells.
Bring me to hell!
Terms and conditions
Entail:
Burning in my sexual shell
And turning ensnared
for all eternity.
I am becoming Learned and
Humbled
By Darkness in my stumblings.
A child of man
with ankh in hand
Will be granted the world in shambles and crumbles
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